another freaky day

x : ih aku mau putus aja deh y: hahaha putus dari apa coba?     emang kita jadian?     aku kan disini cuma mendedikasikan diri aku buat kamu, aku disini kapanpun kamu butuh     apa yang beda juga kalo kamu bilang putus?     karena aku akan tetep disini buat kamu

B: hei.. G: it's 9.45 B: i'm sorry i late, the train coming late G: you should go earlier then B: you really pissed off? G: if i tell you that 10 million waiting you here, you'll do anything to be on time and sorry i'm worth more than 10 million. B: you know, the platform was so cold G: am i suppose to feel sorry? B: no, because i don't care. i'll wait my whole life knowing the train will bring me to you. :') sometimes i just so envy..

so, gue bikin post ini padahal ga pengen nulis apa2 sih, karena udah lama aja ga nulis, siapa tau ada yang kangen haha sepertinya gue memang ga diciptakan buat menulis dan bercerita, bahkan gue ga inget hal2 menarik apa aja yg bisa gue ceritakan. sebenernya banyak, seperti menabrak mobil saat markir sampe 3 kali nabrak mobil yang sama, atau mempermalukan diri sendiri dengan salah masang casing mac sampe protes ke yang jual dan ternyata gue yang masangnya aja kebalik, atau cerita gue kejebak di teras sampe berjam2. i'm not really good at story telling anyway,  so mungkin di post ini pengen ngepost beberapa capture dari film friends, menurut gue mash series terkeren yang pernah ada, i got laugh, i got tears, i got joy. and if you like HIMYM, TBBT or maybe COUGAR TOWN. you'll definitely love this!   anyway, meskipun gue share foto2 dan quote2 unyu gini, gue sendiri bahkan udah ga pernah dapet kata2 kayak gini meskipun punya cowo, bahkan mulai lupa kalo cowo bi

Lately, i've been crying a lot. good thing he rides a motorcycle, he won't notice when i try to hold my tears and failed every time we had problem. these day our problem just seems bigger and bigger for me even though this little problem can't even compared to the problem with my cousin. i'm trying to figure out what's going on. and i came to the conclusion, that when those big problem was coming he made it smaller with his big love, show me how much he cares. made me strong enough to face all of those problem and yet make it much worth to fight over. now i just need your love, show me that you care. just give me strength to fight together with you because sometimes "i love you" just need to proof.

i called him, someone important. he may not my boyfriend, but he's not my 'just friend' either. so much things going between us, and we through many problems. but i never imagine how my life without him, just be there and be by my side. and, don't go i beg you. stay silly with me :)

yey! new post from my "macarero" lately i got new mac from my dad, even i give him some of my money too. at first i wanna give her name "carero" which means "expensive" for spanish, but when i told yovan he told me i should named it macarero, it means the expensive mac. hahah and yap voila, i named her Macarero. :3 welcome to my life macarero! i'm on jakarta and haven't met yovan for couple days, and don't know why i miss him right now. i miss how he hold my hand, and hug me tight. :''''''