another freaky day

Bandung, new city, new life and new experience.. selamat datang bandung!! gue uda dateng dari sabtu kemaren dan baru bener2 ditinggal senen malem, kemaren malem pertama gue sendiri di apartemen dan seriously bener2 exciting abis. nyuci sendiri nyari makan sendiri kemana2 sendiri, nyasar juga sendiri -_- bandung itu macet bandung itu rame bandung itu jalannya ribet bandung itu angkotnya susaaah bandung itu dingiiin brr gue kesepian disini, sendirian di apartemen dengan ruangan yang luas.. setidaknya vania dan poni udah pindah, they must play here soo ofteeen! I MISS MY H so much :( he must be here with me, he must hold my hand and warm me when i shake of cold, he must embrace me and tell me that he love me and he always have.. i know its hard when we start it up, but i know we can, come onnnn! LOVE you! R,XX

please God... I AM NOT READY

I used to think there is still a month away, there's still time for us to share laughter and stories. there's still time for us to strengthen our relationship, there's still time to hold your hand, embrace you I think one month is not a fast time, I thought I was ready for the next month to stay away from you, go with a hug from hundreds or even thousands of our memories and now, I think there was only one week for me and you, why time goes so fast? why the dates have been determined appear very quickly? a week is not enough for me, not enough for us. I still wish there beside you, I still want to hold you tight, I always reinforce to myself, but in my heart, I was powerless, I'm not ready for all this, I'm not ready to be away from you. every night I cry, I'm afraid to sleep because tomorrow will come quickly, I even want to spend every second with you. and only 5 days left I'm not ready, ILOVEYOU H R,XX

i've tried this emoticon! seru looooh (Y) tambahan -> :42:

Gue tiba2 teringet sama lagu naruto yang ini, dan menurut gue ini bagus banget liriknya.. Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize Motivate your anger, to make them all realize Climbin' the mountain, never coming down Break into the contents, never falling down My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve Sneaking out the classroom, by the backdoor A man railed at me twice, though, but I didn't care Waiting is wasting for people like me Chorus: Don't try to live so wise Don't cry 'cause you're so right Don't dry with fakes or fears 'Cause you will hate yourself in the end (Repeat) You say, "Dreams are dreams" "I ain't gonna play the fool, anymore" You say, "'Cause I still got my soul" Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing Shadows of nothing You still are blind, if you see a winding road 'Cause th...

i'm not good at describing people really... but somehow he force me to make it, hahaha Ervisa Mahditiara sering dipanggil eris, dia sahabat cowo terbaik gue dan gue harap bakal terus jadi yang terbaik. dia amatsangatsuperduper moody, gue suka ga ngerti sama jalan pikirannya tapi kita nyambung. ibarat kalo mau ke gading dia lewat cempaka putih gue lewat pulomas gitu. beda jalan tapi tujuan sama. BATU iya dia BATU, tapi ga batu2 amat sih, kalo gue paksa2 dikit biasanya nyerah, haha gue satu SMP sama nih anak tapi ga deket, ya gimana beda kasta gitu sih hahaha dia pariya gue ksatriya huaha canda. ngga tau kenapa ga kenal dan tiba2 pas dr kelas XI jadi deket aja, knp ya ris? menurut gue sih karena capsa.. iyeah kami punya geng bermotor(?) namanya capsaers yang kerjaannya main capsa. oya dia punya pacar namanya as*tr*i k*ast*in*ah kembali ke sifatnya, dia suka banget sama yang namanya MEMBUAT PERINGKAT ATAS SUATU HAL. gue ga ngerti hobi banget dah! ohya dia suka memikirkan suatu hal ...