another freaky day

i never have any courage or confidence to be loved by you. until this time i never try to get you, because i'm too afraid of falling so hard. call me coward, call me loser it's not i won't try or haven't tried but when i try to step in to get closer, that nightmare of you reject me always come to my mind. and yes, i don't wanna lose you.

hey you there, long time no see. no see, maybe just for a month but yes i miss you. the last time we meet, you make me miss you more. i'm still wondering why did you do that? because you give me no chance after all you make butterfly in my stomache but then burn it all. you're still with her aren't you? and everyday i always strength my mind and my heart to be ready. ready when that worst news come R,XX

"Time Is Line" when fall asleep is harm. R,XX

WEII WEOOO WOIII WOOOO welcome back wiiiittttth.........me!! oke gue sebenernya ini sok heppeh en ceria, sesungguhnya lelah sekalii, so much to do lately. tekpres.kadwil.uts.tekpres.kadwil.uts ibarat lingkaran setan yang ga pernah putus..... makanya jadinya lama banget gak nyentuh blog ini hahaha banyak banget yg mau gue tell tell disini, coba satu2 yg gue masih inget deh sekarang gue lagiiii kadwiiil! wooo! kadwil seru banget, i mean it's how sappk way! we have so much fun, kalo ngelirik kadwil sebelah yang mirip-mirip kayak militer gue bangga banget ada di sappk. :) anyway gue jadi bisa liat si................ tiap hari hahaha di kadwil ini gue baru ngebuka mata buat planolagi, selama ini kayak gue masih bingung plano itu apa tapi sekarang jadi lebih tau, meskipun pilihan gue kayaknya masih prefer di arsi. walaupun sangat amat super pesimis :'( keep trying and praying rer! cerita apa lagi yaaa, oiya recently gue lagi nanya orang-orang satu kata yang mencerminkan gue itu apa,