another freaky day

I always wonder how it feels about losing you? I never really losing you, did I? Now you have another life Every story that you tell me maybe hurt me, Not much, not a little. But enough for me to drop one or two tears. People said you never know what you have until you lose it, and yes it's true. I may lose you, even not now, I know I will Easy for me to laugh, to smile in front of you or in front of everyone. Now I just feel I'm about to losing you Maybe losing isn't the right word since I didn't own you But that's the word if you say i'll never have a chance to be like we were anymore. You smile, I smile You cry, I cry I just want something the best for you. Cliche isn't it? Yes I want your best is me, but it wont, will it? So.. Now be happy, happy with your choices. Because I know that's not me who will make you happy. But I will do anything as I can to make you at least.....not sad :) Congratulation, And I'm happy for you.

Ayah Sosok laki-laki yang menyayangimu apapun yang terjadi Papaku adalah lelaki Jawa, "he rule his own world" Dia tidak pernah mengeluh, tidak pernah meski hanya sedetikpun. Dia tidak pernah menyerah, meski keadaan sangat genting tidak pernah ada kata menyerah dalam kamusnya. He is the best men on the world, Ir. Purnomo Radiq Y. Perjuangan hidupnya sangat menginspirasiku, sejak kecil ia pernah hidup tidak mampu, harus berjualan es tiap hari, mengepel rumah, menjaga adik, dan membantu ibunya. Jika ada lelaki yang menghormati ibunya lebih dari apapun, itulah dia. Apa yang dia tanamkan padaku adalah apa yang sudah pernah ia lakukan, perjuangan, pantang menyerah dan penghormatan pada orang tua. Dari dulu ia menanamkan rasa takut sebelum rasa sayang, bukan berarti ia tidak menyayangiku, tetapi rasa takut itu ia ajarkan padaku agar aku tetap menghormati orang tuaku. Khas lelaki jawa katanya. Tidak pernah aku membantah kata-katanya, pertama karena kebanyakan yang ia katakan adalah b...