and it becomes real

I always wonder how it feels about losing you?

I never really losing you, did I?
Now you have another life
Every story that you tell me maybe hurt me,
Not much, not a little.
But enough for me to drop one or two tears.

People said you never know what you have until you lose it, and yes it's true.
I may lose you, even not now, I know I will
Easy for me to laugh, to smile in front of you or in front of everyone.
Now I just feel I'm about to losing you
Maybe losing isn't the right word since I didn't own you
But that's the word if you say i'll never have a chance to be like we were anymore.

You smile, I smile
You cry, I cry
I just want something the best for you.
Cliche isn't it?
Yes I want your best is me, but it wont, will it?
So..
Now be happy, happy with your choices.

Because I know that's not me who will make you happy.
But I will do anything as I can to make you at least.....not sad :)

Congratulation,
And I'm happy for you.

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