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Y-O-U

it's about the boy i can't live without. i mean i do my life, but i don't feel alive.

I know he enjoyed seeing me miss him, I knew he was pleased to see me suffer, I knew he was happy to see me sad thinking about it.

I know, I just can not deny, I can not be naive.
all may be just memories, an illusion that we make.
but no one moment of all was that I could forget.

indeed, his smile, laugh, joke, every time that we spent together buried here, in this heart.
maybe people think I'm excessive. maybe people think I'm stupid, think of someone who was not even thinking about me.

I know I initially decided all this, I can not go back, see no way or chance of him.
you never showed once you lose me, or miss me, never even once.

I'm not strong, I'm not strong enough to live without you, at least at this time.

maybe this time I was very sad, I look very miserable, maybe I did.

maybe for now let me confess I love you, I was too dear.
perhaps only time can heal it all.
I hope you always happy

greetings,
woman who always hope for your happiness...

I Love You

R,XX

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